but breaking up is hard to do~

So Bespren did not tease me about my reaction to SonMar's presence yesterday morning, but SonMar texted me something interesting about that.

He said that before going home yesterday, they talked and Bespren was asking why we did not eat together and was it because we already broke up. So Bespren really knew about our relationship. Maybe he was thinking that SonMar and I were not together anymore because (1) SonMar was not on my bday party; (2) SonMar called him on the phone several times before asking what could be the reason I was not answering his calls [the real reasons being busy, not in the mood, and/or not in a good time]; (3) the double-cheating moment with him; and (4) my very surprised reaction yesterday.

I am still waiting for Bespren to open up this topic with me. Since the incident with us, I felt we got closer but with physical restrictions. We never touched each other after that, not even a high-five or a slap on the back like we used to do. I kind of miss him in that sense, but maybe it's for the best.

Huhuhuhu. T_T