boracay and d&d

I must admit, my work really is hard. It's only been a little more than a week, and I'm already exhausted. I'm still a trainee yet I also have to do the hardest parts of the job. 8hours is never enough, and although unpaid, I need to work overtime. Things are so hectic and chaotic, and I have to go through that everyday.

Nevertheless, quitting has never crossed my mind. I told myself, if I can work for one week and not complain about anything to anyone, then that means that I will also be able to stand by my decision to work there. I kept an optimistic mind. I'm glad I did.

But one text from Dize made me think twice about everything.

"Magrresyn nko nxt wk. Pnaygan n dn aq mgwrk s bora. Pde kpb umalis s wrk m? Desidido n tlg aq"

I've been waiting for her to tell me that.

But that was when I didn't have a job yet.

No, actually, I've been waiting for her to tell me that even when I was working in the hotel.

And now that it came...

When I already have a job...

How am I supposed to answer that..?

On one side, I can, of course, quit. It's only been a week after all. They haven't given me a formal training in Abacus yet. I don't think they have processed my papers yet either. And the most inportant thing, I haven't signed a contract with the company yet.

On the other side...well, I don't know what's on the other side. I'm just uneasy. I've been unemployed for 2 months, and I think my parents were happy that I'm working again. And then suddenly telling them that I'm quitting because Dize decided to quit her job and is asking me to apply in Boracay? I don't want to disappoint them. Really.

So what shall I do?

I'm at mess right now.


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On a side note, Aaron came today to copy some manga for his sister. And then he asked me if we can play D&D next Sunday, and started planning on what to do and who to invite for the game. I can tell he's so excited. So there's him, me, Roy (whom we haven't even contacted yet, but is already on the list), Jeff, Francis, and Cha.

The old crowd.

But it seems he wasn't satisfied. So he looked at me and asked "Okay lang ba kung isama natin si Jason?"

Ah, so he still thought that Jason and I are not in good terms yet. Funny.

I wonder what's gonna happen next week. I'm in charge of finding a DM for us (I was thinking of Kelly, but I guess it's more fun if Paul's with us, but then again, my brother is a very good option..)

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This whole week, I hope, will be interesting.