and poof!

he's gone.

he is now in dubai.

and after a week, he will leave for a vacation.

back home. to his family. to his wife and daughter.

i have a sad feeling that this will trigger the end.

.....

just in case it happens,

i wanted to at least admit here

that i was happy the whole time i was with him.

the food was good. so was the... ummm.... his bed.

and i will miss him a lot.

there are only few memories, but nevertheless, worthwhile.

i do not regret lying to everyone.

i do not regret smiling whenever i'm with him.

i do not regret having him as my first guy.

thanks for loving me. thanks for taking care of me.

thanks for everything.