This happened yesterday.

I made a very big mistake, and i have to pay for it. As in literally paying for it. In PESO. In FOUR DIGITS. Wow.

It was depressing. And considering the salary i get every payday, it became more depressing.

On the jeepney ride home, i was still thinking about it. Im not a brooder, nor am i a person who keeps telling herself "if only...", but damn, the payment is in FOUR DIGITS!! It's almost worth my whole salary!! Im working my ass off in here, and my salary would be reduced by 80% because i have to pay for it. Wow.

Back to the jeepney ride. Well, there i was, thinking of the things that happened earlier, and when i turned around...

Was it (insert name here)..?

No. He's not. But he freakingly looked so much like him.

He caught my eye. Damn.

Did he smile?

It looked like he did, but maybe not.

Shit. I shouldn't be thinking of past loves during a time like that. I did something (more like forgot to do something) that could make me lose my job (not that Im worried about that).

And when we got off the jeep, he was walking in front of me. So i studied him. No, he's not (insert name here). He's shorter and has curlier hair. He walked differently. That could be a 5-minute walk, but he only turned around once. We separated on the next block.

My heart went *thump thump*

Hahaha. Foolish girl.

In a few days, I'm going to be broke. No money, no fund. Nice job. On the brighter side, i get to see an almost replica of (insert name here).

Don't worry. As i grow up, that money i will lose will be returned to me tenfold. Hundredfold. Be positive. I can still eat 3x a day (or more).

Ganbatte!!