Hindi ko na masabi kung gaano ako ka-frustrated sa kanila. Honestly. I love them, totoo yun. Close friend ko yung isa, then yung isa pa e ang aming greatest benefactor... Pero anu naman gusto nila maramdaman ko kung nasa ganitong mga sitwasyon ako noh??

Scenario 1
We eat in a restaurant/carinderia. They are like "masarap ba, be? Gusto mo pa ba, be?" whilst i am looking straightly at my meal, thinking isipin mo na lang, na-abduct ka ng alien tas di mo maintindihan sinasabi nila..

Scenario2
We stroll along the beach. Ayun sila, HHWW. I trudge behind, concentrating on the sands on my feet, the ocean on my right, the sandcastles on my left, the moon above us (wag kang titingin sa harap!! wag sa harap kung ayaw mong mapa-'ughh'. Then the next thing i know, wala na sila. Nowhere to be seen. Naiwan na naman ako, as always.

Scenario3
We sit by the beach. Ayun ulit sila, sa bandang kaliwa ko. They are talking about the past, the present, at yung pinaplano nilang future. Ako, nagco-concentrate sa aking cellphone, silently praising Smart for having its Unlimited text promo. Para habang sila ay nagcu-cuddle cuddle doon, tini-text ko non-stop ang mga friends ko, just to keep myself busy.

Now what is wrong here? i AM a third-wheel! I am OP-ed, i am alone, i am so bored!! Why the hell do they take me on these 'dates' anyway? Yes, im their friend, at well, baka worried lang sila na baka ma-bore ako sa kwarto kapag mag-isa lang ako, and i also told them na natatakot ako mag-isa sa kwarto, pero, if they're planning on having their 'quality time' sana e wag na nila akong isama. Just let me stay in the room, have fun scaring myself off, o kaya e iwanan na lang nila ako ng bote ng gin sa kwarto. Kasi, im really fed-off and it's really getting into my nerves. Kaya tuloy gusto ko na lalo umuwi. Sana e mag Friday na..(usapan namin uuwi na kami by then eh..)